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I'm currently sad because everyone's leaving me already... Well, lucky I still have some high school friends over here, but even then, only one of them are really close friends. And she might be leaving me soon too! =(

And I'm anxious because of all the sudden job 'offers' that come my way... I was anxious because I had none before..
Now that they're coming (granted only 2) but still... I'd like to give em my best and I don't want to fail. But after that then what?
And will I be able to survive at all?

And then I don't even know what to expect, what to do, I've noooo idea at all. Sigh. What should I dooooo???????


When Panin called, this didn't happen at all. And I was going there half heartedly.... Answering questions just from whatever comes to mind... And whatever, I don't really care attitude.. Now.... Sigh.. I guess the jobs coming my way now have more... value.. for me than Panin. Lol. I feel bad too.. Coz I still haven't reject them properly... Because I still don't know whether I'm going to reject or not. U know, worst comes to worst, it'd be nice if I still have that one job to fall back to. But how long can this be??? Hummm...