Back to Basic

Was half hoping and half agonizing. Even tho I felt fine right after, but the more I think about it, the more I felt stupid. As if I've disclosed too many unimportant information, I've said too many things that I shouldn't or needn't say. Tho everything I said was true and comes from the bottom of my heart. But still, too much.. Prolly it's because of my nature to not say anything that I deemed unrelated/unimportant/unnecessary to the topic in questions. Anyway, considering all in all, it was actually quite smooth. I wasn't really nervous or anything. And I could answer all the questions asked, albeit some of the answers I just made it up on the spot. Lol. That's the first interview.

The second was the test. English test? Hum, not too hard but a little bit tricky because I think sometimes they have two answers. But hey, I'm never one that's great with grammar. So maybe I was wrong. The second part was our beloved "Principles of Accounting". Hah! I knew I couldn't do it from the start. I mean, they all look familiar, sure. I think I've learnt this before, like one of the professors in uni have mentioned it. But to remember the exact things that they said? Haha. Like I paid attention...

Well, anyway. So I was confident at first (tho gave up on EY already. Lol.) but as time goes, I feel more and more hopeless for citibank. Lol. I wonder why? Anyway, today, at 6pm, I finally got the email! And I passed! Weee!!! A presentation left to do (ugh, the thing I hate the most!) and I'm done. I just have to wait again. Lalalalala.

The whole thing felt like a miracle. I'm actually quite sure I wanna be in Citibank, I don't know why. Comparing to the other companies I've applied to. Well, all in all, I believe I owe everything up to Him. My trip to China wasn't a waste after all. Because I feel that if I didn't go there, I wouldn't be the me right now. Even though I can't really pin point what changed, but I know for sure, the me right now is different from the me before, when I was a "real" fresh graduate, two years ago. Haha... And I thank God because He's been good to me, all this time, always, forever. Undescribable... He's great, He's awesome! He's... who He is... Wonderful.. Mighty... Powerful... My strength... My deliverer... My... Mine... Forever...

Whatever is coming next, I may not know. But I do know, that I'm not alone, that I have my Saviour with me always. And That what keeps me going. Yeah.