Hahahahahahahaa...

Hahahahahaha... I just wanna laugh out loud right now. Hahahahaha... You know, my bro doesn't want any "religious" music to be in his computer. But he got Lifehouse in there. And now I'm pretty sure that Lifehouse songs are about our great and mighty JC. Lolz!!!

Why I'm so sure you asked? Oh, well, you know, remembering the famous "Everything" skit that was made from Lifehouse's song. And another song called "You Can Shake The Mountains" which goes:

Freedom comes in the morning time
As the sun begins to shine
On my face
And even in the dark I'm not alone
You guide me by the hand
You won't let go
And I know you'll carry me when I can't walk

And you can
Shake the mountains with a whisper
And you, you speak
And I fall at your feet again

You burned the chains off of my feet
That held me to the ground
You let me rise
Don't ever let me come back down
Or even live a day apart from you
'Cause you lifted me
Higher than my doubts and fears

And you can
Shake the mountains with a whisper
And you, you speak
And I fall at your feet
And you are so beautiful
And I am so in love with you
You, you lead
And I will follow close behind

And even their latest, common song that we heard playing in the radio, Hanging by a Moment... I think it pretty much relates too. So, wow... We actually have a band that's praising God without much people noticing. Lol. And my bro... Lolz! Yo, bro. You can't run far far away.. There's no escaping Him! Lolz...

Apple

I just found out Apple's ads line... The one with "Hello, I am a Mac." and usually continued with "And I am a PC." Lolz.. Funny, funny ads... Lol. They make PC guy to be really really childish with all these fancy stuffs (like cheerleaders and podium stands for speech and bla bla bla) while Mac just stood there with his hands in his pockets. Lol. And everytime, it ended up backfired on PC and Mac got praised instead. Lol... Clever ads....

Really, what's good with Apple is their ads. Very clever and funny. (Though I'm not complaining bout my lovely Mac. Lol..)

Time stood still...

My time has stood still...

When I'm in my room, I slept at 1.47, I woke up at 1.47, I went out at 1.47, I came back in at 1.47, I take a bath at 1.47. I am forever at 1.47.

Now, when I go out, and look at my watch, my time would stop at Day 4, 7 o'clock. (It was at 4 something. But I changed it in hope it would work again...) Lol...

So from now on, wherever I go, I'll always go at Day 4, 7 o'clock, my time. Haha...

Whether it's going out with mom, for lunch/dinner, for tuitions, whatever. It'll forever be: Day 4, 7 o'clock.

So... In conclusion... My time has really stood still...

That is unless I finally changed my battery. Lol...

Random thoughts

By this time, I'm starting to miss the old good days in Sydney. Can't wait to get out there and start doing my own thing, by my own timing and my own efforts. To do what I wanna do instead of doing what I don't wanna do every single day. And the one time I wanna do my own thing? Yeah, people start commenting. Like I ask it every single day.

But hey, who knows this is actually what I need right now? Someone to just "ngoyok2" and telling me stuffs. Bet I'll miss it by the time I won't be able to hear them anymore. But I just wished they'd tell me stuffs when I really, really need it. Instead of being "whatever, it's up to you" when I'm truly confused and then against me when I am actually firm on what I wanna do. ^^" Ah well...

Enjoying life even more... This is how it started. This is the process. Through this "unwanted" phase, we grow. Yeah, I'd like to "nyap, nyap, nyap, nyap" and complaint all the way. But then again, why should I? I should enjoy this to the max. To re-learn how to respond in a positive way... No, I think I should re-phrase that. To finally starting to learn, how to respond to things when we (supposedly) are in our "comfort-est" place. Lol.

I wonder if it'd feel like this too? When we finally start our own family? Hum....

Between 2 (two)

Back to choices...

No matter how much time has passed, it's always between two choices...

- One city vs the other city

- One uni vs the other uni

- That one uni vs another uni

And so on, and so on, and so on...

Would you prefer more class times or more life experience?

Would you prefer ease and practicality or challenge and individualism?

Would you prefer one with help or the risk of getting lost all by yourself?

Would you go to the uni u wanted so much, just because u want to, or go to the other uni, because it'd help you adapt and might help you with more class times?

When you weigh out the two... One offers more... More class time, more help, more attention, more....

The other one? Not so much... Ada juga you might get yourself in really big... trouble? inconvenience?

Now, it's easy to put it into: don't get stuck in your own comfort zone... Take the risks....

But is it really just about that? Or is it just my own ego? My sense of "adventure" that goes "bling bling bling"...

Coz really, I still don't understand why I wanted to take that other one so much...

Yet if you think about it, why do I re-consider it that much?

Why every time I set my path to go down that way, there's always other paths coming my way, as if to say "No, don't go that way... just go this way, it's better..."

But than again, that one path always calling back "come... come... walk this way..."

Which one should I follow?

The excitement that smells 'adventure'? or the other safer, easier, more convenient way?

If it's only between that two though, I'd go straight for adventure. Lol.

Now, it goes back to more class time... One choice makes you spend more money yet less class time, the other one? granted you have to pay a lil bit more but you get double the class time...

Should I just disregard the cost I will make going to one place and just go straight for the long awaited adventure?

Well, one thing for sure, after I've done setting the course I really wanna take, I'll definitely go all out, and max out whatever I can get.... Hohohoho....

Bad Timing

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrhgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sigh...

I think I literally screamed the last time I read it. Though it was more like a frustration scream.

This time I screamed again... -_-" Though for totally different reasons...

Bad timing in reading Skip Beat ^^"

"What're u doin?"s

(Inspired by recent events and certain blog style)

So I was fb-ng at around 12.45am when I heard a knock on my door...

2nd bro: What're u doing?
Me: What are U doing?
(Then we stood there on my door... I went out to his room. He followed.)
Me: So, what are you doing?
2nd bro: ... (forgot what he said)
(He went to our parent's room, the lights were still on and I could still see the TV's lights in mom's side of the room)
Me: What's dad doing?
2nd bro: Walking around (pacing around the room)
Me: What's mom doing?
2nd bro: Sleeping... Wait (he looked back and check the TV light), watching TV?
(I went to 1st bro door and tried the door knob, which was locked. 2nd bro right behind me)
Me: What's he doing?
2nd bro: Sleeping.
Me: Hum...
(Walked back to my room. Heard footsteps on my older bro's room and the door opened)
1st bro: What?
Me: What are you doing?
1st bro: I was sleeping.
Me: Hum...
(All three stood inside my room and stood beside the door)
(2nd bro started to rub his belly - a habit that he picked up since his belly started to show, and also 1st bro's round belly - since his belly has grown really round lately... I followed his example - and rub THEIR bellies. Wakakaka...)
...
(A few seconds of standing, doing nothing beside my door)
Me: What are you guys doing??? Go back to your own room! XD
(All went back to their own room and closed the door at the same time while smiling)


Really weird... It's like a comedy episode or something. That wasn't an everyday thing mind you... Though the "what are you doing" phrase has become quite a habit lately, not unlike Joey's "how u doin?" phrase. Lol. I guess me and my bro watched too many Friends. (There were time when I re-watched Friends in my room, and 2nd bro saw, and in the end, he re-watched Friends as well. So that time the memory were still fresh in our mind and we'd laugh them off together.) So I think the "what're u doin"s started at that time. And lately it's becoming an everyday thing... It's like a greeting... Everytime we visited each other's room... Opening his/my door and it's "What are you doing?" Though usually I'd prefer not to answer the question. Lol.

So, What are you doing?