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Somehow I can't wait till I start working. Right now it all feels kind of exciting. Lol. New shoes, new clothes, new people, new experiences... Waa!

And it's sooo nice to hear people's encouragement for the job. Well, it's not gonna be easy job for sure but it's one of the best out there (soooo they said...) Well, I'm just thankful that God opened up the way for me. Even though I've made lots of mistakes during the process. (I mean I did answered all the questions of the interview. But apparently I did it 'lousyly'. Or so my HRD friend said. Lol. If their boss heard my answer at that time, they'll cross my name straight away. Wow...) So sometimes I felt like this job is not that hard to get. But then hearing people talk bout it, apparently it's not that easy too. Haha. So all I have is my thanks to our beloved Daddy...

Well, so far the work part is 'covered'. Next is still community and future partner. I guess it's time to shift my attention to that. Haha. Life's circle... Never run far away from the 'norms'. So... Looking forward what's stored next. =D Yeah!

Meanwhile... I think I need to hone my socializing skills. Again, I crashed my friend's party. I knew 5 people out of... 60? And they're alll busy with their friends. Weeee... It's hard to just join a group. And no one really to talk to. So 'garing'. Tho I'm fine if it's only one on one conversation. But having to sit at a table full of strangers are just... Overwhelming. Not to mention the strange outfit and feeling of out of place. In the end, resorts to iPhone (thank you Lord for the iPhone) and just enjoying the live music while playing. But I guess it's just me... Ahh... But they all know everyone (I think). It's just meee...

Wait, when I'm with my own school friends, I think I felt bored too. Humm.. Maybe coz I was sitting at the wrong position. Surrounded by guysss.. With their talk of games and economics/politics/whatever it is guys usually talk about. Sigh. Is it just me? I think it's me right? I need to watch the news and read the paper more often. Haha. Ah well...