Back to Basic

Very eventful.... Was first time spending the whole day at another building. Meeting up and chat with a lot of interesting people, getting stressed out because have to meet with people with unclear concept of questions that I have to ask. Making flow charts of the end-to-end process, making system's layout, asking for authorization, being yelled at, overcoming the situations. From very stressing because feeling so unproductive because have to be in a different building doing stuffs that I felt unimportant. To feeling very stressed because there is soo much to do with soo little time. It's been a very interesting week so far.

The one thing I'm regretting is probably my way of handling stuffs. My "I-don't-want-to-get-into-anyone's-bad-side" personality and so my "running-away-without-solving-the-problem". Sigh. After I think about it, I think I said the wrong thing. Because I don't understand my position better. I should not have done that. I should have done this.

But what's done, is done. I'm learning to learn my position, to use whatever I have in hand to achieve my mission. (Yeah! It's my project! And I'm being given the power to handle it. So need to use it, can't really be a "peace-maker" can I? It's actually generating problem for some other people. Lol.)

Ah well... But yeah... Prolly this is the most interesting week so far, coz I got to implement what I learnt so far - though still have a lot more to learn...

Still thanking God every single day for His amazing encouragements. =) Surely nothing is 'accidental' for Him. Hahaha.

Off for now.