Thursday, October 29, 2009
By this time, I'm starting to miss the old good days in Sydney. Can't wait to get out there and start doing my own thing, by my own timing and my own efforts. To do what I wanna do instead of doing what I don't wanna do every single day. And the one time I wanna do my own thing? Yeah, people start commenting. Like I ask it every single day.
But hey, who knows this is actually what I need right now? Someone to just "ngoyok2" and telling me stuffs. Bet I'll miss it by the time I won't be able to hear them anymore. But I just wished they'd tell me stuffs when I really, really need it. Instead of being "whatever, it's up to you" when I'm truly confused and then against me when I am actually firm on what I wanna do. ^^" Ah well...
Enjoying life even more... This is how it started. This is the process. Through this "unwanted" phase, we grow. Yeah, I'd like to "nyap, nyap, nyap, nyap" and complaint all the way. But then again, why should I? I should enjoy this to the max. To re-learn how to respond in a positive way... No, I think I should re-phrase that. To finally starting to learn, how to respond to things when we (supposedly) are in our "comfort-est" place. Lol.
I wonder if it'd feel like this too? When we finally start our own family? Hum....
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