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By this time, I'm starting to miss the old good days in Sydney. Can't wait to get out there and start doing my own thing, by my own timing and my own efforts. To do what I wanna do instead of doing what I don't wanna do every single day. And the one time I wanna do my own thing? Yeah, people start commenting. Like I ask it every single day.

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(Inspired by recent events and certain blog style)

So I was fb-ng at around 12.45am when I heard a knock on my door...

2nd bro: What're u doing?
Me: What are U doing?
(Then we stood there on my door... I went out to his room. He followed.)
Me: So, what are you doing?
2nd bro: ... (forgot what he said)
(He went to our parent's room, the lights were still on and I could still see the TV's lights in mom's side of the room)
Me: What's dad doing?
2nd bro: Walking around (pacing around the room)
Me: What's mom doing?
2nd bro: Sleeping... Wait (he looked back and check the TV light), watching TV?
(I went to 1st bro door and tried the door knob, which was locked. 2nd bro right behind me)
Me: What's he doing?
2nd bro: Sleeping.
Me: Hum...
(Walked back to my room. Heard footsteps on my older bro's room and the door opened)
1st bro: What?
Me: What are you doing?
1st bro: I was sleeping.
Me: Hum...
(All three stood inside my room and stood beside the door)
(2nd bro started to rub his belly - a habit that he picked up since his belly started to show, and also 1st bro's round belly - since his belly has grown really round lately... I followed his example - and rub THEIR bellies. Wakakaka...)
...
(A few seconds of standing, doing nothing beside my door)
Me: What are you guys doing??? Go back to your own room! XD
(All went back to their own room and closed the door at the same time while smiling)


Really weird... It's like a comedy episode or something. That wasn't an everyday thing mind you... Though the "what are you doing" phrase has become quite a habit lately, not unlike Joey's "how u doin?" phrase. Lol. I guess me and my bro watched too many Friends. (There were time when I re-watched Friends in my room, and 2nd bro saw, and in the end, he re-watched Friends as well. So that time the memory were still fresh in our mind and we'd laugh them off together.) So I think the "what're u doin"s started at that time. And lately it's becoming an everyday thing... It's like a greeting... Everytime we visited each other's room... Opening his/my door and it's "What are you doing?" Though usually I'd prefer not to answer the question. Lol.

So, What are you doing?

So, if I look back, starting with the huge 7,8 ritcher earthquake that hits Indonesia (largest ever in Jakarta in my whole life probably?), to the flood in the desert area that makes a dry land looks like a vast, huge lake and event caused accidents in the mountain area that ultimately canceled our 4-wheelers trip to the oasis on the mountain area because it's too dangerous (apparently the last update I've heard was that around 14 people found dead and more than 30 people were still missing. So the whole area was blocked. And apparently, there hasn't been as much rain for the past, what... 70-80 years??? Then we came, and it suddenly rained the whole night, non-stop, and flooding the area... Ckckckck... I heard that usually it rained there hard, like storm rain that we had back in GC but usually it's only 30 min to 1 hour and then it stopped and usually it's very rare... Usually...), to the worst dDesert storm that covered south-east Australia (I heard that it hasn't happened since 1940s too, at least it doesn't reach populated areas), to the second earthquake in Indonesia that wrecked Padang city.... And who knows what else is happening out there at this very moment.. (I think Samoa in US was strucked with tsunami as well recently and NZ... NZ was hit with tsunami too, just hours ago... If I'm not mistaken...)

Wow.... What's happening to our mother earth? It's like nature's finally took action and starts 'revenging' on how humans behave for the past couple hundreds of years, neglecting the well-being of nature itself.

As for me, I'm just thankful that I still live as usual, happily healthy (enough)... Without any major crisis going on. So much blessings and protections in my whole life... What bout those people who are affected then? How I wished that nothing bad would happen... Which is kinda impossible hey? Haha... Which in turn, is kinda scary in itself. I think no one could go through life so "safely" like I did... I mean, something must have been there, stored for me, waiting for the right moment and timing to come through bursting on my door... Waiting to see, how I'll react to the sudden devastating circumstances... Right?

Well, whatever happen, will happen.. And so far I still believe I'll be alright, because I know that I have a great "backing up" who'll always be with me, (us,) no matter what... So... Fingers-crossed...