Monday, September 7, 2009
So here I am, in the midst of all confusions, laid-back-ness, full-support, lazyness, totally in my comfort zone with nothing to worry about (well, almost nothing).
I think even in this place I dreaded and feared so long ago, I found myself to be 'living'. Yes, maybe (just maybe) I was more positive (always surrounded by positive thinking people, thank God) but being surrounded in a negative environment (really hard at first, really heart-breaking, not to mention mental-state and mind breaking. Lol.) I learnt little by little, to grasp what "little" hope and positiveness I had left. I noticed I start to think more in a positive way lately. Always trying to see things in a different light. Even if someone said something that take hopes away (nooo.. don't left me!!!). Sometimes it does get really tiring and so tempting to just go "whatever..." but I refused to do so! *clinging to that lil-bit ray of hope* So I guess hard-headedness is good in that way? Lol.
I think my response to those around me is still not good. But starting with my own mind, it's a start isn't it?
Hoping my progress won't stop here... Fingers-crossed.
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4 comments:
nice new layout... dapet dr mana sih? gw jg pengen ganti gw pny nih... or lu bikin sendiri ni layout?
emang it's always good to start with yourself kok, and I'm sure you'll keep making good progress. keep it up and stay positive!!
"Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill"
Thanks...
Actually, I googled it. Lol. When I saw this the first time, I just "gotta have this in my blog, this is definitely the one I'm gonna use next." Lol. (Too lazy to learn how to make my own...) =)
proud to say...i'm not surprised. i got the gist that something's diff...more like...improving? God-installed software has automatic updates,hey? Warranty for life too...
@ne: http://skincorner.com/ | well, this is whre manda got this one =p. no one bother to make one haha, tho i edit mine subtlety...
Lol.. Isn't it nice? Really, if you search for Him, everything's being added to you. Huehehehe.. =)
Ah, I think I might have gotten this one from that site (slightly familiar with the name. Hehe.)
I did make subtle changes to the previous ones but I think this one is great as it is. Huehehe. Though considering to change the font color for the entries.. Humm.. Would you say white's better than black?
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